Whammy

Oh my, that was spiritual warfare, in both the spiritual and the natural realm. Dangerous stuff.

Fire

I'm burning out, help. I've caught fire in the wrong place.

I need a break.
I need a life.
I need a time-out.

I need strength.
I need sleep.
I need motivation.
I need rest.

A week more, I'll be rested and restored. Meanwhile, EE and ToK beckons.

Slips

My brain is rotting. I can't interpret what people are talking about as easily as before. Thinking has become more like a chore than ever. My intelligence is slipping away... fast.

Material

It amuses me greatly to be receiving stares by both guys and girls alike. Either I dress very well, or maybe it's my funky hair style which is drawing their attention.

What's even more entertaining would be to return the stare.

Some break eye-contact immediately, acting as though they've never seen me, others return the eye-contact, attempting a silent conversation. Then, there's another group of people who are in a daze, unconscious of their sweeping stares at nothing in particular.

One day, I shall attempt to ignite a conversation to see how people respond. Too many passing short moments removed much opportunities that I look forward to this.

Resolutions

The new year has come, I must change for the better; The Best Is Yet To Be.

I must, 1) stop being so proud, 2) stop trying to win every argument, 3) stop being who I used to be, 4) stop being self-centered, 5) stop being selfish, 6) spare a thought for everyone else, 7) I must understand what everyone else wants.

I must achieve all these before the end of 2007.

Wisdom

Wisdom is what I aim for, Wisdom is what I run away from. Wisdom is a double-edged sword without a handle. Achieving Wisdom brings the pain which comes along with it. Without it, living in the world run by the Matrix, everything feels and tastes like Chicken.

The equilibrium between knowing, known and denial, though not mutually exclusive, must be balanced. Without which, one will open the Pandora's box of questions of which answers are best left untold and not thought of.

There's a price to pay for being wise; a price to pay too for not being wise. However, choosing to be wise is a one way street. Choose it only when you are ready to not turn back regardless.

The rabbit's hair is weak at the tips, staying near the roots provides stability; climbing to the tips give views and sights not seen, not imagined, dangerous to most when their stability is compromised.

Still, the red or the blue pill?

Welcome

Great! This is my first post. A new experience awaits. Politics and Blindness lead to unhappiness. :)